Birthday how

Happy birthday to the w****

 today I turned 34 

and I don’t even remember my birth date 

I’m f****** crazy

 in the year too late 

and nothing’s ever going to change 

unless I do it and I die today 

and I’m not going to do it

 they say I’m too scared 

but I tried already the drugs just aren’t there

 no one’s helping me 

no one gives a f*** 

but that’s all I’m good for 

And I like it rough

 so happy birthday

 to the disgusting ugly me

 I’m Not Dead

 I just want to be

 and oh my God I’m only 33

 Can you just bury me under the floor because I don’t want to be a w**** at 34