To the one who left

To the one that left him

i thought you would learn your lesson

to not be so heartless

you lost your son to depression

I always thought you loved us

you made a good impression

then you tell me that you hate me

during a drinking session

why was his father able to quit

you turned your back and went to drugGs

maybe your kids would have been alright

if you showed us how to be loved

you Always need a bribe with us

it doesn’t matter what it was

dad shows me he wants me here

we hang out now just because

you told me not to call you

and he told me never not call him

we knew that there would be drama

as soon as the drinking begins.

i don’t want to be a hypocrite

because I have my share of sins

but I used to call you my mother

now I don’t even see you as kin

you lost all the respect i gave

when you let him put the needle in his skin