Not a man

You used to quiet storm and now you cause it

You used to love me but you lost it

I lost myself you kept me in the closet

You say you dont know why we argue

but then you cause it

I feel defenseless

because your defending

I constantly feel like my world is ending

If we keep this up

my deaths impending

I understand the messages

You  aren’t sending

And every day I have to fight to get up

Watch for the needle to fill up with blood

I was able to quit it

when  I used to feel loved

I thought there was so much

but there never was

And all I wanted was a chance

But apparently happy wasntyour plan

You fight like a child

but call yourself a man

I need you now you don’t give a damn