Need for needles

Wednesday, November 8, 2023

1:03 PM

Most people never fear the pharmacy

But it’s where the needles come into play

I’m so addicted to getting it right

Since they took my brother away

He was a hundred days sober

My brother had finally gotten clean

Now his life is over

I can’t blame anyone but me

Because I was there when the sky fell

I was there when his life changed

⁰”† the only one who knows how he felt

And all he knows is I never stayed

So I’m sorry that I’m not ok with this

But I already love the sting of the knife

The only reason that I do this

Is because the needle makes me feel alright 

Thanks to you I want to do what he did 

And finally get it right

You helped me feel what he felt 

So I’m letting the needle end my life