Abuse

If for you i gave my life
you would be glad I didn’t live
You laugh and say it was my fault
And the best thing i ever did
You always wished the worst for me
You were glad I lost my kid
I know you’d sell me easily
Not even waiting for all the bids
You label me a sinner
But I should look the other way
I tried to take the poisin away
You hit me in the face
But I am the abusive one
And I should be ashamed
I stand up for you behind your back
While you destroyed my name
You scatter all my thoughts and you waste all my time

you’re thinking it’s all a game
as I slowly lose my mind
I gave everything up
for someone who was not mine
You thought I would never leave but I won’t be back this time